A Different Love Story

I wish you were a butterfly,
so that you could very soon die,
I promise I would never cry....
but would give another try.
              -from a frustrated husband
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You have always meant everything to me
I have no words to place a plea
but remember when I leave for sky,
my tears for you will never dry
    Those tears won't be for leaving you,
    but for the years that you had been through
    I never ever loved you,
    Your suspect on me was very true.
               -from an unsatisfied wife
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Atlast you are faithfull to me
disclosed the hidden secret mystery
I knew you love someone else
cause i had read it all in ur mails
        But sweetheart did you ever know,
        It was my love for you that kept me low
        I could have fought the battle in court
        But remembered the words you had wrote
(Wifes words start) 
if my eyes dont reflect my love for you,
and my mind would regret being with you
Dont ever leave me with no clues
I would die by loosing trust in you
             So if you feel I betrayed you,
             Please dont ever feel its true
             cause you know that I  need you
             like the grass in the morning needs the dew
(Wifes words end)
So tell me dear was I wrong
To keep patience being strong
And expect you to return home
and live a life we had always known
   
    There was a time when we walked in rain
    but you could not figure out what was in my brain.
    tears rolled by on hearing my cry
    but were cleansed by rain-drops from the sky
                        -Sentimental Husband
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From the start I thought of you
to be a person with creative view
But had never imagined the writer in you
who could advocate the false cleverly as true
    You are framing stupid alligations on me
    that are bringing mild tremors down my knee
    I can't stand out anymore
    You are making the lioness in me roar
I never imagined u being a coward
expected you to be straight-forward
how could you imagine I had an affair
when for you I had love and care
            The stupid mails that u often talked
            have no relevance, for god -sake stop! !
            I had never-ever betrayed you
            but now I wish I had hated you
How could you believe in every word I say
I promise you will cry this day
Today I will tell you all the truth
My love for you is not a fluke.
    The mails that you have often read
    was the nightmare for me, before we wed
    I tried to tell you the past of my life
    but you refused to hear what beneath me lies
After we met my life had changed
realised my past, as the mistakes I had made
I merged-up attraction with the mist of love
and later was sorry for all above
    You were my everything, till this date
    but realised now, the foundation that you laid
    if you would have asked me on that day
    we wouldn't have ever departed, in such a way
But now my dear, things are clear
I regret to be yours truely dear
I think this is the end of us
we should stop here as there is no trust
                    -Annoyed & heartbroken wife
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I have no words to cover my deeds
your presence in my life is all I need
I am a coward I have realised this
and regret the opportunities that I had missed
         But I won't be able to face the mirror
         cause I love you dear, and now I fear
         I truely am sorry for the words I have said
         before you read this line...I will be dead
                            -yours truely, Forgiveme